Elemental by Tosha Michellle

The rip current consumes me.

Dragging me under in a rage,

I struggle against the tide.

Battling the demons of a water drenched mind.

Caught in a vortex of time,

Sun and dry land mock me.

I refuse to be destroyed by the elements.

My arms reach out to the trees.

Their branches sway toward me

But it’s not enough.

In desperation I turn to the earth.

The substance of life,

Hatred and failure taunt me.

With bloody hands and bruise knuckles.

I dig through a wasteland of hopelessness.

Wondering why God has forsaken me.

As the ground beneath continues to break,

I’m free falling into the labyrinth of chaos,

And underworld of isolation,

Night falls.

I lift my head to cry out.

Suddenly overcome by the beauty and magnitude of the stars.

I’m consumed by the will to live and be…

The struggle only amplifies my resolve.

Solace and hope are elemental.

An alive in me.

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The Escape of Malcolm Poe by Allison Burnett (Book review)

It had been ages since a novel kept me up all night, glued to the pages, marveling at a witty turn of phrase. Reading The Escape of Malcolm Poe s akin to devouring a spicy gourmet feast of a meal, enticingly good but surprisingly acerbic Allison Burnett paints a colorful yet dark picture of what it means to turn 50. Satirical to his core, Burnett is the God of smartasses and, paradoxically, the king of tender and lyrical prose. He brandishes a sword in one hand at each introduction to a new character while carrying roses in the other. At first you find the protagonist to be an arrogant, self-absorbed little twit, but by the end you discover a tender heart beating wildly under a guise of burlesque. Malcolm Poe is as endearing as he is infuriating. This novel is a visceral lesson in the drudgery, angst and the harrowing emotional transition that often comes with mid-life, a comedy and a tragedy, a book in which Burnett crafted a portrait so real that I sometime forgot I was reading a work of fiction. The Escape of Malcolm Poe is an experiment in literary innovation, flawless prose and delicious angst.

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Nothing

 

  • by Tosha Michelle.
    Narcissism is the new black.
    Self absorption the latest trend.
    Shallow and superficial
    Walk down a runway of banality.
    While it’s “All About Me” plays in the background.
    Accessorized by a callous disregard.
    Dressed up in a pretty package.
    With nothing underneath.
    Hollow and empty
    A model of vapidness.
    The latest in fashion is only skin deep.
    Maybe..one day…unselfishness and humanity will be in vogue again.
    Until then, did you see the latest picture of me?
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Lost

Lost in an endless wasteland of insipidness.

Not knowing who to trust.

Groping around in the darkness.

Seeking light and renewal.

Lost with no direction.

With no compass to guide me.

Lost in my thoughts,

A labyrinth of confusion

Lost in the past, with an uncertain future

What will be my path?

Lost in worry, endless drifting.

With so many decisions still left to be made.

Lost yet not forgotten

Hope‘s flame still burns.

Knowing somehow, someday, the tables will turn.

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Twenty Questions with New York Times Best Selling Author- Sylvain Reynard

Sylvain Reynard, author of the Gabriel’s Inferno Trilogy and the upcoming paranormal romance The Raven, was kind enough to answers twenty random questions, posed by yours truly. In addition to being a good sport, an amazing author and a friend to humanity, Reynard has a stellar sense of humor. Check it out. And, be sure to check him out at. http://www.sylvainreynard.com/

1. If you were going to write an article about yourself, what would the headline be?

Anonymous Author Writes Article About Anonymity.

2. Describe your current mood using a color?

Amber.

3. What’s the theme song of your life?

The Long and Winding Road by the Beatles.

4. Do you take selfies? If so, care to share? 😉

I don’t. I have been known to photobomb, however.

5. Favorite sound. Least favorite sound?

Laughter.
My alarm clock.

6. What’s your favorite SR quote?

“Kindness is never wasted.”

7. What was the last film you saw?

Noah.

8. Do you sing in the shower?

Badly.

9. If you could change anything about yourself, what would it be?

I wish I were more patient.

10. Can you impersonate anyone famous?

I’m really good at impersonating anonymous authors, especially at parties.

11. Describe your dream sandwich.

There’s a sandwich shop in England called Prêt a Manger. https://www.pret.com

I enjoy almost all their sandwiches and could eat their daily. Their Ham & Cheese Baguette is my favourite.

12. What’s your favorite smell/scent?

I like the smell of coffee and oranges.

13. What was your first car?

A horse and buggy, actually.

14. How old were you were you discovered your love for writing?

I can’t remember, but I was writing with crayons…

15. If you could be any fictional character, who would you be? Why?

I’d like to be an elf from the woodland realm, as described by Tolkien.
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16. Innie or outie?

Pardon?

17. Clowns. Creepy or cool?

Not really a fan of clowns …

18. What your favorite poem?

“Stopping by Woods on a Snowy Evening” by Robert Frost

19. Do you prefer ponytails or pigtails?

(Sigh)

20. Tell us about your upcoming novel?

Thank you.

I’m writing “The Raven,” which is the first in a new series. It’s a paranormal love story set in Florence, Italy, and it will feature a cameo with the Professor. It’s possible other characters from The Gabriel Series will also appear …

Here’s the description:

From the New York Times bestselling author of the Gabriel Series comes a dark, sensual tale of romance in a city shrouded in mystery…

Raven Wood spends her days at Florence’s Uffizi Gallery restoring fine works of Renaissance art. But an innocent walk home after an evening with friends changes her life forever. When she intervenes in the senseless beating of a homeless man, his attackers turn on her, dragging her into an alley. Raven is only semi-conscious when their assault is interrupted by a cacophony of growls followed by her attacker’s screams. Mercifully, she blacks out, but not before catching a glimpse of a shadowy figure who whispers to her …

Cassita vulneratus.

When Raven awakes, she is inexplicably changed. She returns to the Uffizi, but no one recognizes her and more disturbingly, she discovers that she’s been absent an entire week. With no recollection of the events leading up to her disappearance, Raven also learns that her absence coincides with one of the largest robberies in Uffizi history – the theft of a set of priceless Botticelli illustrations. When the baffled police force identifies her as its prime suspect, Raven is desperate to clear her name. She seeks out one of Florence’s wealthiest and elusive men in an attempt to uncover the truth about her disappearance. Their encounter leads Raven to a dark underworld whose inhabitants kill to keep their secrets …

I have a cover design and a release date for “The Raven,” but we haven’t announced them yet. Look for an announcement soon.

Thanks again Tosha for inviting me to join you and your readers.
It’s a pleasure,
SR

Allison, Andy and David. “It’s feel like a coming of age”

Shameless plugs. I’ve been informed there will be candy. Three books to add to your shelf or Kindle( but not kindle)

Undiscovered Gyrl
by THE Allison Burnett

Synopsis-

“Beautiful, wild, funny, and lost, Katie Kampenfelt is taking a year off before college to find her passion. Ambitious in her own way, Katie intends to do more than just smoke weed with her boyfriend, Rory, and work at the bookstore. She plans to seduce Dan, a thirty-two-year-old film professor.

Katie chronicles her adventures in an anonymous blog, telling strangers her innermost desires, shames, and thrills. But when Dan stops taking her calls, when her alcoholic father suffers a terrible fall, and when she finds herself drawn into a dangerous new relationship, Katie’s fearless narrative begins to crack, and dark pieces of her past emerge.

Sexually frank, often heartbreaking, and bursting with devilish humor, Undiscovered Gyrl is an extraordinarily accomplished novel of identity, voyeurism, and deceit.”

Allison Burnet knows how to a craft a story that will stay with you long after you turn the last page. His gift for storytelling and for getting into the mind of a 17 year old girl is remarkable and a bit eerie. You’ll be moved by her depth, her struggles and desire to be loved. You will feel her very being. You will relate to Katie. Hell, you could be Katie. This book will sing to you a heartbreaking, bluesy melody that will linger and wrap around your soul.

Undiscovered Gyrl is not just a voyeuristic look into the mind of a troubled teen. It is a haunting, cautionary tale that will leave you disturbed and changed. It’s about connections and the need to be love. Engrossing, moving, full of angst and humor. Burnett’s language is lyrical and economical. His imagination and creativity knows no bounds. The end of the book is risky, bold, and brave much like it’s heroine and the message she imparts.

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2. Electroboy-A Memoir of Mania
by Andy Behrman (Starbucks addict, Abba dancing, tuna eating, man of the people
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Synopsis-

“Electroboy is an emotionally frenzied memoir that reveals with kaleidoscopic intensity the terrifying world of manic depression. For years Andy Behrman hid his raging mania behind a larger-than-life personality. He sought a high wherever he could find one and changed jobs the way some people change outfits: filmmaker, PR agent, art dealer, stripper-whatever made him feel like a cartoon character, invincible and bright. Misdiagnosed by psychiatrists and psychotherapists for years, his condition exacted a terrible price: out-of-control euphoric highs and tornadolike rages of depression that put his life in jeopardy.”

A mind you won’t forget, a narrative that will linger. A Trifecta of sex, drugs and a bi-polar brain. This book is a stand out in the mental health genre. Andy is a stand out in life. Read the book. Feel the chaos. Be changed.

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Children of the Canyon
by David Kukoff

Synopsis-

“Children of the Canyon tells the story of David, a boy growing up in LA’s fabled Laurel Canyon neighborhood as the 1960s counterculture is coming to an end. David’s record producer father works with the reclusive former leader of a surf music band on an album that promises to elevate the legacies of both men to immortal status. His distant, peripatetic mother rides the waves of activism and feminism in and out of David’s life. The elusive Topanga, named for the city’s last remaining Eden, whom David meets on the beach the night of his parents’ separation continues to elude his futile attempts to reconnect with her throughout the decade. Through David’s eyes, we bear witness to the fallout from the California Dream’s malfunction: the ruined families, failed revolutionaries, curdled musical idealism, and, ultimately, the rise of the conservatism that put the country on its present path.”

COTC is a coming of age book that even J.D. Salinger would endorse. It will speak to the child you were. It’s relatable, real and moving. The themes of abandonment, love, the fragility and resiliency of the human spirit will resonate.

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Get lost in a book today..

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.so, I can have my candy tomorrow.

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Letting Go

Letting Go

Autumn leaves falling off tall stately trees.
Dancing embers in transition, falling
Creating dust like gold full of somber wonders.
The tree has learned the art of letting go.
It is not afraid to stand alone, its branches bare.
It knows and accepts life’s rhythm;
Birds leaving their nest,
Flying away into abstract blue,
Singing their haunting freedom song, like
Psalms of divine inspiration,
They too know the art of letting go.
The tide effortlessly rolling out to sea,
As it caresses the ocean one last time, with its
Crashing waves kissing the sand
Leaving only its foam and
A majestic roar in their wake, as
Nature takes her course,
Mother Earth teaches us the art of letting go.

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All About Paul Sampson. The life, the times, the movie. NOTT

This interview was done with the sole purpose of getting into the talented chaotic mind of actor/director/writer/producer, in particular, his film Night of the Templar. One of his friends once told him that he wanted to get into his mind. Paul responded with “we would never let you leave”. This interview you are about to read is true. Only the names have been changed to protect the innocent.

When did you discover your love for writing and acting?

That’s a two-part question, so I’ll answer it in ‘two-parts’, ‘a’ and ‘b’.
Writing: I don’t love the actual process of writing whatsoever. I don’t like to sit in front of a computer in seclusion for days, weeks, months at a time. If I were a cat, I’d be an alley cat, so the whole inside house cat thing kills me. but I love thinking and creating. I began writing only as a vehicle to get my thoughts on page (and out of my head). …. I wish I could magically get my thoughts (and scripts) on page without ever having to sit in front of a computer. You know, just blink like the chick from ‘I Dream of Jeanie” and wham, they magically appear.

Acting: I’m often hired to portray (on stage and in films) some very ‘peculiar’ off-beat, disruptive, and completely unhinged characters that seem to have gone far around the bend… and they pay me… what was the question again? Yeah, who wouldn’t love that….hahhaahhahahaa

Describe yourself in three words?

Someone very close to me once described me as ‘Fast, Reckless, and Lucky.’ However, I would say ‘Cute, Cudlee, and Adorable.” Why are you laughing?

What a typical day like for Paul Sampson the writer?

It usually begins with a Human Sacrifice, followed by Sex, Drugs, Rock n’ Roll… it’s basically the same as any other day for me….and, yeah, I knock out as many pages (writing) as ‘inhumanly’ possible before passing out from exhaustion.

How did Night of the Templar come to be?

I was doing research on ‘Jack the Ripper’ and the White Chapel murders for several months, and the conspiracy theory of its connection with the Free Masons kept on popping up (everyone loves a good mystery and scandal). And I was intrigued enough to start researching the Free Masons. Lo and behold there were links, or mention that they were possibly an ‘extension’ of the Knights Templar, which at the time I knew very little about. That all changed. I became somewhat obsessed with their history. And then a thought popped…and I began to write the ‘medieval’ part of Night of the Templar…the rest followed. Sometimes the wand finds the wizard. I don’t know what that last line means, but I’ve been waiting to use it for quite some time so I’m just throwing it in now.

Do you ever sing in the shower?

Yes. I sing everywhere. If I went to your house, I would sing in your shower.

Night of the Templar is a mixture of many different genre, action, drama, murder mystery, horror, comedy, which is adds to its appeal. Was that your plan all along?

I’ve been asked that before, and it’s strange, Tosha. When I wrote Night of the Templar, I didn’t have a specific genre in mind. It just came out. I’ve written many scripts and for the most part, there may be a dose of ‘zany’ sprinkled in there for good measure, but they are usually somewhat ‘definitive’ in their genre. But Night of the Templar is just a journey. One minute you’re intrigued with a medieval dramatic scene, the next you’re watching pure adrenaline action, and a beat later you’re holding your eyes from a tongue being pulled out of someone’s head….and then a jolt of dark humor comes your way. And all along it’s kind of murder mystery, but not. It just fell out of my head that way. Luckily, it flows nicely and people keep writing to me every day of how much they enjoy it….most of these letters are from ‘institutions’ …

Do you have any hidden talents?

If I told you, they would no longer be ‘hidden.’ It’s like telling a secret, kind of defeats the purpose, right.

Night of the Templar was David Carradine’s last feature film, how did this last line of dialogue affect you emotional?

‘Well, old friend, I’ll see you in the next lifetime’, and he goes, ‘Old friends, old soulmates…’
Well, when we actually exchanged the lines it was not as big a deal, because obviously, he was still alive. But in the editing room, after he had passed, I was looking at the footage and was like, ‘oh, shit, how strange, how very strange’… and there were several other things in the movie that were like that. Very strange ‘after the fact’ or rather ‘before’ that I captured during shooting that occurred after. As they say, there is nothing stranger than the act of Life imitating Art. And yes, that last statement I just said is another one of those sayings I wanted to get in that I’ve been trying to work into a conversation all day long.

How did you go about getting the rest of the great cast of my favorites, including Udo Kier, Norman Reedus and Billy Drago?

It seems like you’re referring to the ‘modern day’ cast. Norman was the first person on board. We were doing a film together in Bulgaria and I showed him the medieval footage, and told him the overall premise….and he said he was in. So it was only the two of us for a while. When the time came, he suggested Udo Kier, so I sent him (Udo) the script and he wanted to meet with me to discuss. And then there were three. Max Perlich came about next. Norman and I are both friends of Max. And then there were four. David Carradine was next. He knew who I was, I got the script to him, and within 24 hours he said yes. Billy Drago came last, actually last minute. I had met Billy briefly some time before hand and I had him in mind. However, I originally had someone else playing the role of Shauna the Chef. They ‘fell through’ last minute….very last minute…and luckily Billy was available and was gracious enough to help out. He really saved the day. I love that guy.

You seem to work with your friends…Norman in 4 films, Max Perlich, , Robert Miano… Would you like to do other projects with them?

No, I never want to see these people again. Ever! Is that even a real question? hahahaha. Seriously, who wouldn’t want to work with their friends? (That’s a rhetorical question, Tosha, it doesn’t require a response on your end…just clarifying….that’s all)

What coming up for Paul Sampson? What are you currently working on?

Since Night of the Templar has been released, I had five (5) other script concepts in my head that I had either already started writing or needed to begin (writing) from scratch. And now, four out of the five of them are in at least a rough draft form (I’ve been very very busy lately, secluded in a dark room, doing my due diligence to say the least). I’ll begin the last one (script) next month. After that, I’ll have all the concepts (and hopefully voices) out of my head and I can just go and act for a long time. I’ve been asked to do a couple of movies coming up soon in the year. But just a little insight, one of the scripts I polished is ‘Captain Invincible’ and the one I’m going to start next month is the feature for ‘Shamus (the Clown)’. It’s time to Rock!

Pudding or pie?

Pie. Definitely. I like Pie. I like Pie with a delicious Crust. I like Pie like most of us. I like Pie it’s a must. I like pie while riding the bus. To have it with cream is a dream. Pie is fun, oh my, oh my….take my pie and I’ll punch you in your … throat…

What’s your favorite movie?

Why, Night of the Templar, of course. Like ‘duh.’ And yes, to see how to view simply go to http://www.NightoftheTemplar.com hahhahhahaaaaa

You can also find Paul on Twitter @realpaulsampson

Rules to Get Through Another Hallmark Holiday-by Tosha Michelle

1. Flowers picked, not bought. Any idiot can call the florist. It takes a special idiot to go out and create his own bouquet of suck up.

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2. Absolutely no gifts from CVS or Walgreens

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3. No plush toys, unless they are of the adult variety.

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4. The same applies for appliances.

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5. A card is a must. Extra points for a homemade one with a love letter inside.

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6. Ladies, break out the sexy underwear, or better yet, no underwear.

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7. Also, girls, no personal ads to your snuggly, buggly, baby boo…. especially if it’s the first date.

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8. Gentleman no gifts inside a ring size box, unless it’s actually a ring…a really really big ring…

Otherwise, your night is going to get all kinds of awkward .

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9. If you are alone and single on Valentine’s Day, or married and alone (hey, you never know), kick Cupid to the curb, grab a friend and go out and celebrate YOU.

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10. Make love the star of the show all the time, not just on some commercial cliche holiday made popular by Hallmark. Love is alive and all around us. Take time to experience and bask in it presence every day of your existence. Embrace love. Feel love. Be love.

“Where there is love there is life.”
― Mahatma Gandhi

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