You don’t understand
my obsession with words,
with pen and paper.
You scoff at my lyrical sighs,
my iambic heartbeat,
my free verse of thought.
You plug your ears
as I read a Shakespearean
sonnet You don’t understand:
lilac dreams, aster stars,
or the need for a backstory.
There’s no money in poetry, you say.
You can’t fathom getting paid
in the sighs of the wind,
in quiet time, in a cathartic release.
You don’t understand
how writing saves me,
how it makes me strong.
This is where I reside best.
I’ll never get the hang of
your card game of monotony.
I’m over middle management.
I’m happy to live
in what you would call
my frivolous obsessions.
I don’t want to be
underwhelmed and uninspired,
somewhere between over the hill,
and the grass is never greener.
You can be the door slamming.
The late hours, the keeping up.
Throw your money at the wall
and call it success.
I’ll sit here with my pen and paper,
listening to the wind,
through the pine trees
releasing the hurricane
beneath my fingers,
and write a poem
about something
you’ll never understand.
-Tosha Michelle
A lovely poem. Especially liked the lines “the card game of monotony” and “releasing the hurricane beneath my fingers”
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Thank you. I appreciate you writing taking the time to comment
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🙂
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A scathing ode to people who don’t understand the creative drive. I was watching a documentary on Elvis Costello, and in it he said (paraphrasing) That his dad was an entertainer, but he (Elvis) wanted to be an artist. I love the distinction.
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I love EC. I need to find this documentary.
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It’s called “Elvis Costello: Mystery Dance”
http://www.imdb.com/title/tt3542218/
I just got his autobiography. It was released in conjunction with a new CD. I haven’t had an opportunity to read it, but from my understanding, he doesn’t use a ghost writer:
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Thanks. I’m going to watch it tonight.
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I’ll check out the autobiography –
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Sadly, I can understand exactly where you are coming from. Poetry (and all arts) pay in ways that money pales in comparison to..
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Sadly, so true. Give me an enriched mind over and enriched wallet any day.
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I completely agree. Only one can be taken away by others…and it is the least important one.
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You never cease to amaze me with your prodigious prose. You’re amazing!
Ellie xo ❤
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Thank you. You are amazingly biased, but I love you for it.
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No, I’m not biased, because it is true, my dear talented friend. You are my inspiration.
Ellie xo ❤
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Likewise. It’s truly a pleasure to know you.
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Splendid. xx 🙂
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Thank you. 😉 xo
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I understand. 🙂 I love your writing so much. xo
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That’s because you’re my little LC. Love ya, Suki
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Lovely, Unless you are a writer you will never understand. I love the way it flowed. Nice touch.
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Thank you x
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I thought I would cut and paste my favorite parts of this poem here, but I think you already did that by pasting this in the first place. Some of those stanzas…no, most of those stanzas are so dripping with truth that I can’t pick any of them as favorites. Just breathtaking, Tosha. Truly magnificent. ❤
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Eric, you are always so sweet and kind. I really appreciate you and your thoughts.
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As I always appreciate yours!! 🙂
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It’s always a pleasure.
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I can definitely relate to this! Thank you for reminding us why we write.
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You’re welcome xo
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Your words in this poem echo and reflect my own desire and passion for the creative voice. Thoroughly enjoyed this. You have a great talent! All the best to you..
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Thank you kindly.
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Many have said most of it so rightly in the comments above and in the same tone of your poem. I totally relate with this too and I actually had such a conversation with someone a while ago. Your poem is deeply moving for writers and will have to resonate with them. It is also challenging for those who do not understand why people write and perhaps if they read it, they would get an inkling of how fulfilling for the soul it is to write and express oneself, release what is there to release and revel in what is revealed. A great write as usual Tosha. Absolutely love it! xoxo
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Thank you. I think some people only see worth in the tangible. How sad for them.
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Yes very sad and even sadder when you think that soon the tangible will disappear
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True. True.
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There are moments when I want to hold your hand.
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These are the the moments, I need a hand to hold. 😉 xo
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Wonderful 😀
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Thank you xo
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🙂 This put a bit smile on my face. These ‘frivolous obsessions’ are totally worth living for, and I see great strength in your poem. More nature and poetry for you.
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Thank you very much.
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I’m happy to live
in what you would call
my frivolous obsessions..As always beautiful writings, thank you.
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Thank you. x
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So profoundly true . I slowly realized the error of my ways after my artistic friends slowly opened my eyes to beauty that I had never experienced and I have never looked back
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I’m glad you’re awake and aware.
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Well said that lady!!
I get this from so many.
My Pop, to be fair to him, does ask “how’s that writing thing going?”
The rest just look at me like I’ve got an extra ear and three more eyes than they do!
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Some people will never understand. It is their loss
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That be the truth, wise one.
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Whoop whoop!!! Yours lyrically 😊😊😊
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😉 xo
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Reblogged this on Micah Le Lann™ and commented:
I can’t even begin
To express my admiration
For Ms Tosha Michelle’s
Art of Spirit 💛💛💛
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Beautiful words! It truly sums up what one can face as a poetic author =)
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Thank you!
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Texto lindo!
Estou encantada e grata!
Beijos
Grazi
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Thank you xz
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Reblogged this on By the Mighty Mumford and commented:
HONSTLY–SHE’S MY KIND OF BLOGGER (I SIGH…OFTEN!)
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Thanks 💕💕
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May I add your lovely face to my rotating Header images of favorite bloggers, at my blog, BY THE MIGHTY MUMFORD?
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Aww sure. Thanks !
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