In London, I finally
understood to be happy,
I can’ t regret. I can’t
be the ballerina in
a box waiting for
someone to turn
the key, trapped on
a platform of fear.
The key belongs to
me. I am the music.
I chose when I dance.
I discovered this while
navigating my way around
the city.
I became wanderlust in
leather boots, pleasantly,
disoriented by the
history. The city itself
a museum. On my own
for the first time. Alone,
with the wind of my mind.
I started to realize
that this “delicate” little
flower could survive
without water, that it
could grow anywhere.
I didn’t know it then
but my own history
was falling into place
as if Aristotle had flown
in from Greece (by way of
Great Beyond Air) to
help me make sense
of life.
It’s the little things
that change us,
that help us gain
knowledge of ourselves
the self that sometimes
needs to shatter.
Getting lost in
Greenwich Park
Sitting on a bench
unseen in the fog.
The bird that refused
my bread.
(The little bastard)
I swear I heard him chirping
stop trying to be responsible
for fixing everyone
Sitting in a cafe debating
the work of Turner after
visiting the Tate.
Just missing the
train for the airport.
Stopping by the gift
shop selling postcards
of London Bridge and
plastic keychains, making
me realizes I’ve had
enough of disposables.
Waltzing into pubs
and new situations.
Dizzy from dancing.
and finally believing
I knew the steps
Finally understanding
the beauty of missteps.
-Tosha Michelle
London is a living history book of sorts, isn’t it? I read McCartney’s autobiography, and his recollection of London was like a fairy tale. Sorry that I can’t comment on foundation, though. ๐
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You disappoint me. Kidding. I love the UK. London transforms me. No kidding this time. I hope you’re having a happy Saturday.
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Beautiful memories expressed vividly. xx
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Thanks. ๐
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A young woman coming into her own. And a picture of my lovely friend. Makes for a good day. Love.
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Thanks my little chop of lamb, Love, Suki
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This is lovely, Tosha, really so lovely. I understand it, too. My “London” is Berlin — and I’d go back there in a heartbeat if I didn’t have to fly to get there (I’ve developed something of a “fear of flying” in my adulthood). ๐
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Thank you. I’m sorry to hear you’ve developed a fear of flying.
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Me, too! It keeps me … well, regionally-bound. LOL Maybe one day I’ll get over it. ๐
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I hope so!
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‘Waltzing into pubs and new situations’ – that thought gives me a hopeful smile.
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I’m glad, mate;) Cheers
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Cheers! ๐บ
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It’s the little things that change us, that help us gain knowledge of ourselves….
so true…it reminds me of the spiritual writer, Thomas Moore, who once said (and I am paraphrasing here) that there is sacredness in the everyday things of life…..sometimes the simplest things can give us a flash of insight…
I love your take on London, one of my favourite cities…..
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I like his take. He’s right. The simple things can teach us much London is a magical place, is it not? Some of my fondest memories stem from my time there.
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I am so happy to hear that you can travel everywhere. As you said,started to realize
“that this โdelicateโ little
flower could survive
without water, that it
could grow anywhere.”
Home is where your feet are…on earth..
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Thank you. It took me ages to find my confidence, but now that I have it, there’s no going back
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Awesome!!!!
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There are some songs you hear and want to dance to. This is a poem I want to dance to ๐
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Thank you. The best compliment ever.
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You have a cool range in writing and singing ๐
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Thanks, Alex. xx
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