The rip current consumes me.
Dragging me under in a rage,
I struggle against the tide.
Battling the demons of a water drenched mind.
Caught in a vortex of time,
Sun and dry land mock me.
I refuse to be destroyed by the elements.
My arms reach out to the trees.
Their branches sway toward me
But it’s not enough.
In desperation I turn to the earth.
The substance of life,
Hatred and failure taunt me.
With bloody hands and bruise knuckles.
I dig through a wasteland of hopelessness.
Wondering why God has forsaken me.
As the ground beneath continues to break,
I’m free falling into the labyrinth of chaos,
And underworld of isolation,
Night falls.
I lift my head to cry out.
Suddenly overcome by the beauty and magnitude of the stars.
I’m consumed by the will to live and be…
The struggle only amplifies my resolve.
Solace and hope are elemental.
An alive in me.
Everything I Never Told You 