I translate myself in poetry,
often getting lost
in the fog of my mind.
Always looking for reason
in my narrative arc.
Here I roar and rage
all I want.
My words often drip
with disdain, despair.
The story loosely based
on my life.
Some truths are
too sacred to share.
Some truths belong
solely to me.
I try to decipher
what I’m really after.
Notebooks of fire,
letters stumbling around.
The margins full
of heart lines,
trying to capture
the red hours.
My pen sits up straight
and listens to the
commands of my interior
world
Language spills out simply,
but with fervor.
I create something
that is mine.
Fangled trees and damaged grass.
My cameo of grit and grace.
I give you my light, my dark,
my counter winds.
The oracles of desire.
I give then to you
before they burn away.
before they become a valediction.
My gilded fragments
of a life in blue,
suffused with question marks.
-Tosha Michelle