You thought you were at an impasse,
a standstill. But that was just your heart
slowing down to acknowledge the pain
You don’t realize there are worst things
than missing the train, busting
your knee, the morning wasted.
Running from your past.
Drowning your demons in gin and pills.
You prefer a prescription pad
to a subscription to pain.
Widowed from your feelings.
You crave the next fix.
Anything to get you where
you’re going.
You look for a treasure map
scrawled in a dome of stupor.
Where the winds remain static
and the gravel never get stuck
between your toes.
You swim in a diluted river
by trees that don’t shrink or grow.
Nature weeps for the despondency of you.
I weep for the unlived life beneath you.
-Tosha Michelle
It’s hard to live life to the fullest but, yes, got to do better than that. Great words Tosha!
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Thank you. I always appreciate your comments
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There is nothing sadder than an unlived life. Powerful.
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I agree. I know for myself, I don’t want to look back and see only a static existence.
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I was just telling my brother today that life happens while we’re living (planning for tomorrow) and while it may take some adjusting to it’s important to be present else we will find ourselves in that very position of looking back and wondering what happened to our lives.
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So true. There’s really something to be said for living in the moment
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This is amazing, Tosha. And I understand many of these emotions very deeply. Your work always resonates with me. ♡
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Thanks. I’m glad. You are
among one of my favorites here you know
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Such high praise from so Wonderful an Artist. I’m humbled and extremely thankful. xox
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😉 xx
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Well done…as usual. Lol
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Thanks…. as usual 🙂 x
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So beautifully captured the spirit of those lost souls who don’t want to feel, who would do anything to not be in touch with their emotions yet at the same time dwell in the wallowing of self-pity. A powerful write indeed. Kudos to you Tosha, you always nail it.
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Thanks Geerha. I enjoyed hearing your lovely voice today.
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Thank you Tosha. I enjoyed hearing your lovely voice, really 🙂 xoxo
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Thank you. I’m so glad Skype worked
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Yay when technology obeys :D. Thank you so much for organising this
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It was truly my pleasure. Let’s do it again soon
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Thanks and with great pleasure 🙂
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The antithesis of the star that burns twice as bright. Dark, moody and wonderful.
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Thanks, Rob x
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I nominated you for a Challenge https://wwwpalfitness.wordpress.com/2016/01/20/3-day-quote-challenge-day-2-3/
I see you normally do a post a day, I hope you will accept the Challenge as I think I am picking a very unique set of Nominees.
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Thank you. I appreciate it
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You’re welcome:)
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xx
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😉
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Awesome piece Tosha. Very powerful and emotional. Experiences that so many have. Life is tough.
I’m going to try to listen to your podcast tonight. 🙂
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Thanks. Lots of love, my friend
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🙂 ❤
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Tosha, I was just going to comment on your post today when we “went to air” (I always wanted to write that!). This poem is Wonderful with a capital “W,” my new favorite. No need to quote phrases because I’d be quoting the whole darn thing! 🙂 I hope you’re getting to share your poetry with your podcast audience because your poetry needs to be shared (and I’ll bet you’re a wonderful reader as well). One day soon let’s chat via phone, 🙂
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Thank you. It was so wonderful to talk to you today. We must phone chat in the future. Of all the writers today, I identify most with your work. I think we have similar styles. It was lovely learning more about your background.
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Thank you again, Miss T! Yes, I feel a strong affinity with your work as well. I’d like to know more about your writing and blogging — so let’s do talk soon. I know I have your phone # — I’ll check with you about when would be a good time. And today’s post: fabulous! And, I meant to add: I’m so glad you’re introducing me to all of these great musicians/singers; helps me to broaden my musical horizons. 🙂
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You’re welcome. By the way, I meant what I said about your artwork. I think you’re very talented. I look forward to talking to you. 🙂 xo
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Danke re: art. You’re very kind to say. And yes, let’s chat! 🙂
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You’re welcome and anytime x
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Incredible artistry. xy
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Thank you x
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Tosha,
I’ve nominated you for the One Lovely Blog Award! You can see my post about it and the rules here: https://secretsliesandbarerawtruths.wordpress.com/2016/01/20/award-nomination/
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Thank you so much.
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Keeping your head up and looking forward. That’s the ticket. 🙂 Lovely words, Tosha. xo
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Thanks, Niles xo
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My pleasure. Love.
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Whew, you tapped into a dark place for this one…such range in your art! This would be great playing as an alarm wakeup for mornings where we know motivation may be lacking, ha! 🙂
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Thanks, Michael. I strive to keep my poetry diverse and interesting. I’m never just one thing, why should my art be? xx
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As you explored in a previous work, you are many things and we wouldn’t want it any other way. 🙂
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Thank you, sir x
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It is a curse to live your life on “what if.” Can’t miss the train. Love your creativity.
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Thank you, Sir LA x
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Good morning Tosha, can’I ask you, a coffee ?
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Sure. Black or with sugar?
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Tosha, as always very relatable, you have such a knack for that. Wonderful! I especially love the line, “Widowed form your feelings” so good! Have a lovely day!
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Thank you, Mia xo
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You’re welcome.
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damn! I’m giving up attempting to write poetry! I’m like a seedling under your mighty oak!
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But you’re growing so nicely. Seriously, I take lessons from you.
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Bless ya socks. You are the queen of poetry: without doubt!
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And you are the King of malarkey. Haha. I suppose I should just be gracious and say thank you
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Oddly enough I am pretty good at nonsense. And you are very welcome. Ya loon.
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Thanks. You limey. Was that rude? 😉
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Yes it was! I don’t like limes. Bleur 😉
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Fine. You fish and chips eater!
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Haha!! I used to own a fish and restaurant! Grit gobbler!
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Grit gobbler? The nerve. OK, actually that’s hilarious. As for the first bit. OH MY GOD! I knew it. You’re Gordon Ramsay!!!
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I fucking well am not! 😉
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You so are. Why you got to be so rude though? 😉
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How rude that you should think I’m being to you who are being rude to me for being rude to you for being rude me for being rude to you for being rude to me for…
Oh, you get the picture by now! Haha
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Yes, and it looks like Gordon Ramsay. Ha-ha. Hey, can you send me a promo shot and brief bio. Once I have that my cohost can schedule the show.
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Will do. Will write a bio tonight and have recent pic by a photographer that makes me look reaaaaalllly mysterious. Juxtaposed with who I actually am. Lol
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It’s amazing what the right photographer can do. There’s a real artistry to it. Thanks in advance.
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she is good! she can even make a troll like me look reasonably warm!
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Now that’s talent. Sounds like a keeper, Troll Man.
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Your site has been such an incredible find. What a privilege to see something every time I look that is new, intensely feminine and beautiful, deeply engaging. I love your talent! and what you are doing with it.
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Thanks. I’m glad we connected. I appreciate your comments.
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Utter gorgeousness. ❤️
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Thank you!
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🙏🏻
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Absolutely love your work….it’s always brimming with life and emotions…😃
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Thank you so much
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You’re welcome 😃
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