I eat sadness like bread.
It’s an aesthetic choice.
It inspires the creative thoughts
inside my head
I look for the crack,
the draft, the spider on the wall.
I walk out into winter
with just my nightgown on.
I leave crumbs to return back
the way I came.
There’ll be time enough to reclaim the green.
I find words in the clouds
I scribble notes underneath my bones.
I walk barefoot on white
spruce cones.
I shake the beehive to
stir the nest.
I beg the wind to pull my
skin.
As day turns to night. I find
truth in the demarcation of
the dark.
I go down to the icy river.
I plunge in.
I baptize myself in Sexton
and Plath.
I float like a spirit above my life.
Then I descend into pen and paper
I write my riddle of release
Reincarnated. Articulating
my way out of the ghost.
I reattach myself line by line.
Poetry and lavender
grow in rocky soil.
I touch both with my
pen.
Shells full of thunder,
falling from my fingertips
-Tosha Michelle
See you on Sunday. x
Lovely write Tosha. Yet another poem I can relate to. “you can get addicted to a certain kind of sadness” 😉
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We can! There’s something exquisite about it.
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I’m in love with your poems, Tosha! *heart eyes*
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Thank you. Your “heart eyes” are beautiful 😉 xx
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Haha. 🙄
xx
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😉
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incredible.
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Thanks, Rachel. Hope you’re having a good day.
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back at ya beautiful!
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There is solice in the demarcation of the dark. Both dusk and dawn. Beautiful poem. Love.
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Larry, lots of love
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Super super like, Tosha!! I highly admire your way of writing! Superbly done.
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Thank you very much. x
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🙂
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Beautiful words. Familiar muse. Love.
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Thanks. x
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LOVE IT!!!!!! Your work is amazing!!!
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Thank you xx
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Fabulous poem Tosha and my most favourite Sia song!
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Thank you x
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🙂
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Nice!
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Thank you x
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Tosha, wow, I love this! So much raw emotion, I can feel the pull on my chest. I often think that I’m the only one that would intentionally walk on “white spruce cones” or “shake the beehive”. You’ve got my mind spinning counterclockwise in such a fabulous way! Truly wonderful writing! So looking forward to Sunday, in the meantime enjoy the rest of your week!
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Thank you. We have to shake the beehive to make the honey come out. Can’t believe I just typed that. xx
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You typed it and… I like it!
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Thank you. 🙂
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Brilliantly written! Sadness is one of the states of mind from which I garner the most poetry so this piece speaks to me. I love the allusion to Hansel and Gretel and the references to Plath and Sexton. Great work, Tosha!
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Thank you. Sadness seems to be a popular muse. I really appreciate you, and your comments
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You are welcome, and I agree. Aww, thanks for that, too 🙂
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It is such a raw and soulful portrayal of dark times… Wonderful wonderful… the night and the dark before the morning is put in such a beautiful way… hats off!! you go girl!
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Thank you!
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Spoken from the heart
Of a master at the art
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Thank you x
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Your poem is very true. The song is lovely. Have you seen Six Feet Under? They have it in the last episode.
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Yes, that’s where I first heard it. I was a die hard fan of that show. No pun intended. 😉
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Me too! To both of your points. I’ve been meaning to get a quote of that show on my blog, but I don’t remember any standing out. I’m glad Sia has achieved more acclaim. I also really like her song My Love too.
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She is magic. Maybe try IMDB for a quote. It was such a good show. The ending was perfect.
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I know. That ending was immense. I’ll put something on soon.
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Great. I look forward to seeing which quote you use
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Beautiful Tosha, thank you for sharing this, I enjoyed it very much!
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Thank you for reading. Hope you’re feeling better.
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Fantastic poem. The imagery, again like so much of your writing is stunning
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Thank you. I’m really happy you like it
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Tosha! This is so absolutely wonderful. Some of those stanza, MOST of those stanzas, are brimming with brilliant observations. I agree, I find that some of my best pieces stem from Sadness. It is a powerful emotion and something everyone can relate to. There are people who have never been in love…but I don’t know anyone who has never been sad about something.
You’re amazing, Poetess. I am so glad I met you. ❤
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Thank you. Likewise. You are a Joy to know.
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I’m so happy I just found this blog – beautiful poetry! Xx
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Thank you. Lovely to connect.
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Now I know your secret — finding “words in the clouds” and shaking “the beehive to stir the nest” … No wonder your words are so powerful! Have a great weekend, Tosha!
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Ha-ha! You too! xx
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Sending lots of skittles to your muse 😀
lovely poem pretty lady!
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Thank you. My muse thanks you xx
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i have nominated you for the blogger recognition award. Head over to http://www.eyecandy.wordpress.com under awards.
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Thank you. 🙂
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Bonjour
Un regard, un sourire et une main
Chaleureuse sur l’épaule
Valent mieux qu’un million
De mots ou de phrases
Ce que sent le cœur est plus profond
Que ce qu’entends l’oreille
Je te remercie d’être là par ton amitié
Je te souhaite une belle fin de semaine
Un agréable week-end
Avec de la joie et du bonheur au sein de ta demeure
Bises, amitié
Bernard
Ce jour chez moi quelques flocons de neige sans plus
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Thank you. How kind. Wishing you a lovely weekend too.
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So much heft in such an economical poem, Tosha.
Brava!
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Thank you x
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Spruce cones!? That’s got to be worse than lego blocks!!
Loved this one from the first two lines and on wards….
you outdid yourself …
kudos!
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😉 Thank you! xx
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I do love the entire premise of your blog, to share so much beautiful poetry.
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Thank you. I appreciate you reading. Truly.
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Dark and beautifully written in a way that makes smile. I’ve always found sadness like a warm bath.
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Yes, there’s something exquisite about it
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wow very wonderful
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Thank you. Hope you have a great weekend
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you too tosha
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This is so touching and every metaphor has such a deep meaning all the poets can relate to…I love the works of Silvia Plath and yes we all need sadness and pain to get inspired… ^_^
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Thank you. x
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My pleasure ^_^
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Love the emotion conveyed in this. Really good stuff. How did you get started in writing poetry?
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Thank you. I started writing poetry as a child. Both my parents are extremely creative, and instilled in me a love for books and writing. I ventured away from poetry for many years. I found myself writing other things and focusing on academics and then a family. I came back to poetry around five years ago. I don’t know how good I am at it, but I do know it is good for me. 😉
I hope you have a wonderful weekend. I appreciate you reading and commenting.
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That’s awesome. It’s funny how we come back to the things that we were really passionate about in our youth. It’s been a similar experience for me with writing. Kudos to your parents for instilling that love for books and writing in you.
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It is. Maybe it’s our way of recapturing a bit of our youthful exuberance.
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Very possible. It seems like when we hit our early 20s we think we have to stop doing the things that brought us enjoyment and that we seemed to have a natural inclination towards. Then it takes us some time to reawaken them.
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I agree. Happy Sunday to you x
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Thanks same to you.
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I wish you a nice lunch on Saturday with my smile, of course!
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Thank you kindly. Happy weekend. xx
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Daummm! you good.
I love these two lines:
I find words in the clouds
I scribble notes underneath my bones.
chill.
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Thank you x
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This is stunning! One of the great things about the darker, sadder parts of life is it’s so inspiring to portray in artistic creations like poetry. I love dark poetry much more than happy, sappy poetry! Lol 😀
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Thank you. I feel the same way about sappy poetry. Ugh!
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And I absolutely love the photo too! You always have the best pictures to go with your words. ❤
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Thank you. 🙂
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Brilliant line: “I baptize myself in Sexton and Plath.”
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A poem to savour like caviar.
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Thank you.
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Likey: a lotty!
“I scribble notes beneath my bones” is such an interesting line.
Also
“By Tosha Michelle”
A great way to finish. 😉
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Oops! Not “by” but “-“.
It won’t let me like it again!
How. Rude. Indeed!
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ha-ha. I was going to put by Queen Elizabeth but decided against it. 🙂
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Hi Tosha…Wonderful! Love this—“I leave crumbs to return back
the way I came. There’ll be time enough to reclaim the green.” Thanks for sharing. You are—Creative Spirit…Wishing you days of Peace and of Love…Phil
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Thanks, Phil. xx
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If I had your talent to express my thoughts, these are the words that would flow to the keyboard. “I shake the beehive to stir the nest” and all the thoughts around the experiencing the edges of moments or scales to experience life’s passion. Wonderful post, Tosha! 🙂
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Thank you. You are a very gifted writer. I always enjoy your blush worthy posts.
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I like thinking about you blushing…it is inspiring 🙂
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Ha-ha 😉
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Reblogged this on docsuesszues-zen and commented:
A talented poetess, with great style and taste. I always enjoy her writing, and presence on the blogs.
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Wow. You can really sculpt with words. I love this. It’s almost scarily lovely.
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Thank you x
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Cool cool song!! No way I could do it, but you can, you have the voice and the skills! Love the imagery in the poem as well. Have a good week!
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Thanks, Ted. You too.
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this is wonderful poetry. I particularly like ‘I baptize myself in Sexton and Plath’.
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John, thank you.
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lovely!
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Thank you.
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