I live for the small things
chocolate, books, hope,
while inside my head
there’s a chattering,
a broken window
of anxiety. Hornets
arriving on the wind.
I search for peace
in God, Buddha, the universe,
a bottle of antidepressants.
I charge my sanity
to nature,
sometimes MasterCard.
I wear a doomed dress of worry,
trying to ward off the fear.
I mix my metaphors and my faith.
I try to carve a pumpkin out of chaos
with a toothpick, I write out an SOS.
I pray to most anything these days:
nail polish, the trees,
the circling hornets,
trying to believe I can
take care of myself without
feeling the sting.
-Tosha Michelle
My latest cover.
I like your version better than the original, far better. Your voice in this could bring one to tears.
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Aww. Thank you so much. I want to listen to your latest songs, but I’m already in bed. I’m on my cell. For some reason, I can’t see the player. I will listen from my laptop tomorrow. π xo
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Great!! Lemme know what you think!
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One of my fave Coldplay songs and your version was wonderful!
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Thank you. I appreciate you listening. π
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“I pray to most anything these days”:
My god, that line……yep.
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π xoxo
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Beautiful. β€οΈ
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Thank you. xo
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That was one of the best covers of that song I’ve ever heard. Great job!
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Thank you π xo
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Ah, my mult-talented friend, what a wonderful poem and excellent musical accompaniment this is! I feel this same way, often. π And I love this song as well. Hope you have a wonderful Tuesday, Tosha (by the way, in writing that alliterative last few words I’m reminded to tell you that I like the alliterative title of this piece!) π
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Hey there. Thank you. I hope you had a lovely Thanksgiving. It’s always nice to hear from you. xo
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I did have a very quiet, relaxing Thanksgiving — glad to hear yours was nice, too. π Now let the madness begin, eh? LOL
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Ugh…too true.. π xo
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Beautiful poem, beautiful voice. π
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Thank you. π
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Fantastic write Tosha in more than one sense. You sweepingly captured the whole palette of human emotions in these challenging times
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Thank you. I really appreciate you reading. It’s hard not to feel anxious with people like Donald Trump and terrorist in the world.
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Welcome π . True but what we focus on grows as you know so you would only be worsening your anxiety
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Very true. I try to shut down the negative. It’s not always easy. xo
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The best is to focus on the positive, not to shut down the negative because any intention towards the negative thoughts still entertains them
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Thank you. Very wise.
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Welcome. I use it myself, in my daily life π
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Very inspiring.
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I’m feeling the same vibe lately, Tosha. It seems the world is a giant hornets nest these days. I loved your interpretation of The Scientist. So, melancholy, yet beautiful at the same time.
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Thank you. I appreciate you reading and listening These are harrowing times. I still hold out hope for humanity. I’d like to kick evil in the teeth.
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Yes, among other places. Such a small minority of humanity making life so miserable for the majority.
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Yeah, it’s infuriating.
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Anxiety and worry is a bitch!
But your beautiful voice to a song from one of my favorite groups takes the worries away!
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Thank you. You’re always so sweet.
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Brilliant. Especially the first part. One of the best things you’ve written, in my opinion.
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Thank you. Appreciate you reading.
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After hearing this, I’m honored to have met you
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Thank you. Likewise x
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What a great poem Tosha. I like how you played around with it. Great job on the Cold Play cover too.
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Thank you. π
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Yep, me too. Thanks Tosha, really nice and true.
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Thank you. I appreciate you reading and commenting
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